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#ChangeMyStory

Would I be deluded  in thinking that maybe one day one thing I do will change my story for the better? It’s one of the few things that keeps me going so I hope not.

my social game hasn’t been strong. One on one is fine, small groups give me some horrible anxiety and causes exhaustion. This is probably the one thing that has held me back over the years because most people don’t really get that. You know what is the weirdest part? If you put me in front of a huge audience or in front of a camera, that’s what I live for. It’s one of those feelings that can be substituted for anything else and that’s why I keep trying to get somewhere with cooking channel, hoping that one day someone or some people may see something there, I truly don’t know what other route to take. Suggestions are welcome.

There needs to be some sense of purpose for my cooking, so I’m hoping to one day set up programs in cooking and the arts to help people who have been bullied or just feel left out in life. I know there are lots of people who don’t feel like they fit in anywhere and I want to do my best to help them. Cooking has been a great therapy for me over the years, I’m just always looking for a way to share that with others.

So basically, I want to take my cooking as far as it can go. Create an opportunity to better take care of my family. They are a huge motivator because I haven’t been able to take care of them like the deseve but I hope to change that. I want to help others never feel left out or bullied. Meet some awesome people along the was and always learn.

Pelase share my story with others, I’d like to know of anyone who struggles to do whatever it is they want to do to change their story. Maybe we can work together to get each other where they need to be. Feel free to leave a comment below.

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Thanks for reading,

Adam

 

 

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A Letter From A New Dad

Dear Son,

The months leading up to becoming your father people kept telling me my life is about to change and I brushed this of thinking no, it’s going to be the same life but just with a child in it. I couldn’t have been more wrong but not in the way I thought they meant when they said “change”. The way it was interpreted in my head included all the chaos, diapers and crying, that was going to be the change. It wasn’t that at all in fact.

How do I put this into words, the day that you were born was one of the most amazing days of my life of course it never went the way we expected it, let me rephrase that, it went exactly how we would expect it to go for us but the second I heard that cry  time just stopped and I knew from that moment that Love is not a strong enough word to describe how I feel for you. When you get to hold your child for the first time it’s like nothing else even matters. You are my son and I’m going to do everything I can to protect you and give you the life you deserve, that is all that went through my head.

Leaving to go to work offshore after only two weeks of meeting the little light in my heart just may be the hardest thing I could have ever done. I have felt this anxiety for the last few days and it’s not going to get any easier as the years go by but hopefully you will one day know that I am only doing this because it has to be done and one day I will get to where I want to be with my career as a chef that there will be more time spent with you. That is what I strive for. I still can’t believe that you are our child, a true testament to how much love your Mother an I have for one another.  Greyson, you are my strength that I have needed. I still don’t think there are words that can describe it but I love you.

Always,

Your Dad